Todae wake up in the afternoon, tired~ Went for a game of dota after that went out in the evening, actually intend to repair moi mp3 and hp but in the end didnt went to repair moi mp3 cause wen also need to repair something at creative.. so later his going with me ba~ Meet up at evening at 5pm at cityhall actually, i went out of my house at 5 instead.. lolz.. So we meet later, in the end i meet him eunos cause i doesnt like to wait for ppl de so went up pei him come down lor.. Moi ren call his ex wor.. lolz.. im not jealous la i know ur asking the place onli~ Went to wheelock place to repair moi hp, reach tere ler realise there was quite a number of people.. -.- But didnt waited very long ba~ My turn finally.. I lie, told the person i drop the hp cause if i told her "oh it was drop into some kinda soup" it wont charge under warrent and its a 1 time warrent onli.. Thurs have to come back and collect moi hp~ Ma fan.. Dunno moi ren hui pei wo go anot? After that went to Parklane de food court and eat.. Meet up boring they all at egames, played a round of dota and went home ler.. Again we went for supper, its like omg cause we been supper everytime.. Wen if im getting fatter or become fat 1 dae its ur fault... =x lolz.. After supper its already 11plus didnt know it was so late, at the mrt station something happen n i wasnt happi then moi ren that time didnt even apologise.. hai went out of mrt le still so attitude wo.. =( very sad ba~ still went to call him and talk cause i didnt wanne any quarrels ba~ Moi friend called me after that and tell me abt somethings and he saw me and stuff~ Finally reach home ler, hai... First ting i tio was 2 slap.. Zz.. i guess usually slap is onli when serious things but she is also currently in bad mood and link everything into 1 and scold me.. xi guan can ler la.. Haiz~ crying lor wad else can i do rite~ Heart pain ba~ Havin no family care at all that has been it all along though im spoilt with everything but wad i reali wanne is juz family care.. hai dun talk abt it ler~ Thanks to wen and a friend wor~ my mood got alot betta~ Wen thanks for everything, euu are always there when im sad, u heard me cry u hear me talk~ thanks alot.. after that still cheers me up so much.. Im falling for euu deeper each single time...Tats all now is like 4.50 ler..

Love euu wen dear~

With ♥ From Suzanna [4:31 AM]

Now is like 2.35am and im waiting for moi nxt game to start so blog first ba~ Tink playing Hero Seige... lolz.. Todae is a sad dae ba~ hai..

Wake up at 10, prepare moi stuff and went to meet deary at 12... Actually was meeting at 11am but moi parents quarrel so i need to stay home to settle the peace if not things will get worst.. Took cab cause i was late again.. Reach tere at 12.15, he haven reach.. lol.. Call him said i reached le, he was like i thot we meeting queentown mrt... rofl.. i thot ytd i heard meet queenway shoppin center... While i was waitng, help some of them did survey after that i went in to walk around myself, brought a orange juice and a necklace.. so nice! Finally deary reach ler, went to shop around cause he needs to help her sis get shirt ba, didn't saw any nice de and most of the shops are still closed... So went to eat lunchie at the hawker, reach ler went to get ba ku tar... Was eating half way, when i saw Jason mummy.. I know she working tere but didnt expect to see her ba.. she look at me so fierce.. kinda scared~ Immanuel called me ask me where egames was located, the moment he hang my hp drop into the BA KU TAR SOUP >.<~ my reaction was so slow.. lolz... then deary help me took it up.. Hp totally hang, auto shut off.. sad.. Then after that went to queenway walk again since we didnt know where to go.. Deary wanne buy Yi Fu also so choosy =x lolz.. juz kiddin~ Finally we reach a shop, he brought 2 shirt.. the last 1 is the nicest cause is i choose de.. lol.. the jie jie like keep asking deary try and try.. he went in 3times.. come out change again.. rofl... After that went to pei him go hospital to visit his mummy, went to buy flowers.. kinda scared ba need to meet his mum... but after i seen his mum, it wasnt so bad after all cause his mummy looks very friendly.. ^^After awhile we went out ler, i was late meeting them at 5 but reach at 5.15 cause i thot i was late.. Saw no 1 plus hp spoilt.. Dotzz.. In the end call deary then he remember tammy know clement and sherica too.. He went to find out for me, called back ler he said owniee comin to bugis.. that was very lucky if not jialat.. so wait for owniee to reach bugis but didn't expect i saw cloud.. He thought i needed to borrow hp but in the end i told him wad happen.. rofl.. so change sim card and stuff, finally call moi frends.. Luckiluy 1 of them answer if not jialat ler.. Met up 1 of them ler, he told me they msg me and tried to call me and tell me they gona to be late.. Sad.. Finally the weiyi came le so late 6 then reach.. Zz cause change new hp.. -.- Anyway we went to addias shop then str buy ler, idiot wy keep play his phone ask for opition keep anything anything, finally get him to settle down to buy lor.. Zz Awhile later Clement came to meet us, wy keep inist watch movie and i doesnt wanne it.. In the end i told him check the time first (forced to) hai~ When to Marina Square to see if have the movie underworlds i tink~ In the end haven come out, LOL... After that str went for the dinner ler, cause we are so late.. 8 ler i tink... Finally the ritz carlton hotel, everyone was already waiting for us.. At first was kinda Pai sae cause his friends all knew his parents.. We 4 talk alot about dota... rofl.. I remb cle mum saying Hong Wei having a game boy look.. lolz.. After dinner ler its like 10, i told tis late already so cant movie, so they suggest lan but i doesnt wanne~ In the end all went home and i went to meet hanwen cause i need pass him the earpcs.. So sorri i spoilt ur ear pcs =\ While on the way out of the restaurant wy keep tryin to take the both of our pic but his aiming was cmi in the end we didnt take.. lolz.. nub~ On the train to Simei, tried to call deary a few times but hp off.. then i remb him sayin his hp low batt, i was like jialat cause he visitin his mum and i have no ways to contact him.. Reach Simei was very suprised to see him cause i thot he mght go visit his mummy first... Went to hang out ard 15mins, pass him the thingy and go home ler~ Looking at him so tired, you dian xin tong after that he still need to go to visit his mummy~ Finally i reach home ler but didnt c him online yet, xiang tar again ba~ Tats all ba~ cant reali remember ler~ lolz

Loving euu always wen

With ♥ From Suzanna [2:39 AM]

Rite now blogging in a moodless mood~ Todae wake up ler eyes swollen >.<~ Sian~ Ytd already my eye hurts but i thought its nthing so i juz wear my lens as usual~ This is not the first time i have this swollen eye ler, wonder how long its gona to take to recover.. hope by mondae i will be ok~ Todae rotting at home as usual, wakie up by mummy at 12 for lunchie.. Freaking tired cause slept at 6plus.. Zz.. Prepared to go to the clinic but reach ler its was close... -.- 1230 close ler but then there wass still patient inside so mummy went to ask if its possible to see, the auntie so fierce >.<~ Meanie!! Went home ler game and game until evening liao.. Deary finally wake up ler, talk awhile ba in irc then he need to go off to his grandma hse, after bu jiu i went to eat dinner then went to the doctor again.. Luckily didn't have to waity very long if not i tink i'll starts complaining.. lolx.. Doctor was saying, euu cannot wear ur lens for time being and pls take proper care if not it will turn worst.. Luckily it was juz infection , nthing serious.. Hopefully will recover in a few daes not like the other time, 1month plus with a weird eye~ LOL

Ytd didn't blog, cause was out to ton again~ Ytd went down juz to pei deary for his matchie ba since he miss me =x lolz.. I got up at 10plus cause meeting ownie and wen, 1.30 at bedok mrt station.. My uncle came to fetch me, was on the car when i saw ownie on the bus.. lol.. Was the first to reach, saw no 1 else so went to grab some sweets and magazine.. Wen was late, then Jason called me.. Quarrel again.. Hai, cant talk things properly muz always quarrel.. Make things so worst then both of us i guess no longer are friends.. Finally wen reach ler, pei ownie to the bedok Hq to collect his Ic.. Weird Sia, a secondary school guy took his Ic, luckily this guy lost his wallet if not ownie Ic.. Gg.. lolz.. After that went to meet up Sagara then took train to Dhoby Ghaut~ Meet up the others ler.. (forget wad we did) lolz... Evening ler went to watch FD3.. OMG ER XIN~ the most worst was the guy in gym gotten the head squash~ Yucks!! Wen reaction was so cute when all those er xin stuff came up~ lolz.. Poor boring i remb he sit in the middle of 2 couples.. 1 is wen and me, the others was fez and his gf.. Fez and his gf look so loving~ hao xian mu wor~ ^^ After that went e-games, wen they all have matchie with hengky they all~ 1st round lose, before the 2nd round.. Clement and i went to eat Beancurd, cause there is'nt anything else to eat ler ba.. His treat though ^^ thanks wor... When i came back wen they all still playing, though they lose.. See his sf in the 1st round so funni ( u shld know wad im refering to ba) 2nd round, i was watching boring de sf.. the part where he went into their secret shop kanna kill by 5 i tink.. 1v5.. rofl and the one he try to use his chix to seduce the sniper to shoot it.. LOL.. Matchie finally finish ler, some went home ler it was like 2plus liao~ After that went to eat, saw hengky they all again~ Went to buy drinks kw talks to me, lolz thot he doesnt dare talk to me like juz now at the egames.. same with hengky.. lolz.. Then after its like 4 ler, wen and i was like slacking around and talk things ba, while the others went to play lan again~ Freaking tired the both of us.. wen fell aslp in the bus stop~ Finally 5plus liao, wake him up ler went to MRT, you yi yi bu ser de feeling~ he wanted to send me home but i insist i dun wanne~ Cant bear to let see him so tired and later send me ler muz travel back 1hr journey, so we went home ourself~ Felt aslp in the mrt, if not for his call, i guess i dono when will i wake up.. lolz.. Was on the way home from the mrt.. my eyes suddenly hurts so badly~ luckily reach home ler, quickly took it out then ok ler ba~ Todae actually wen wanne bring me c doc de but i didnt wanne, wen i know ur yong yi and stuff but i dun wanne mafan u to travel all the way down.. xie xie ni dui wo de hao.. thanks for being so sweet too~ Love ya lots.. Hopefully tml can meet euu ba~ After that i also going Clement's birthdae party...

With ♥ From Suzanna [8:54 PM]

Another dae slackin at home again.. Starting to find that slackin at home is boring~ >.<~ Finally falling a slp at 5am but mummy came into moi room quarrel with me.. Zz.. Wanted to sleep cause i have to wake up at 6.30am for sch but she still continue the quarrel, didnt know how ba~ Feeling Sad too.. I cried again.. Wanted to call that FF but looking at the time its like 6plus.. 7 he needed to wake up and go sch cause he also slept late.. so didnt wanne bother him ba~ Finally felt aslp ler, woken up by my grandma sudeenly she said Jason is here.. He brought me breakfast again, (Thanks For It)talk things again~ Quite awile later he left with a sad face, i guess this time his giving up ler.. (sry I have to hurt euu but certain things juz have to let go ler ba, Im sure euu will find someone whu deserves ur loves more then me) Finally reach FF de msg ler, he finished sch liao~ Call FF and talk awhile ba then he went eat.. Then dota and dota lor, after that he also went to slp ler~ Boring time passess so slow.. Hai.. Missing that FF rite now, in game also didnt tell me =\ have a quarrel with Jason again.. If euu wanne tink like everyone did, then so be it ba, i know moi reputation is bad enuff ler..So be it ba~ since eveyone understands ur point of things and see ur side of things then so be it ba.. Anyway not alot people understands me either... Shall blog till here le ba, totally no mood now...

With ♥ From Suzanna [12:30 AM]

Actually didn't wanne blog ler, kinda lazy todae but moi moi ren wanne read.. Rite now its 4 plus ler, dun tink im gona to sleep if not tml cannot wake up ler.. Tml still got de badminton thingy, i guess i will break down.. Sian thot can meet him tml de but too bad lor..

Ytd was suppose to meet FF at 10 in Jurong to repair moi Mp3 but in the end i woke up 1030, called him ler he was still at home.. lolz.. Too tired le ba both of us.. Meeting Ownie they all 12 at Dhoby Ghaut but i was too tired ler, told him i meet him later.. Jason called me at 11 plus ba, i was tio awake ler then awhile later he came moi hse, talk tings again ba~ I cried again, talking back abt the past the hurt i once gotten.. Abt 4 ba if im not wrong, manage to meet FF at Parklane, wanting to see him so much to ease the hurtful feelings.. Wen euu have been moi kai xin guo moi everything~ ^^ Was there looking at him play, then this 2 guys wo bu ren shi de recongise me from balestier ite.. lolz some more ownie de friends.. I juz remembered something, FF de Kotl kanna block by the creeps ( euu remb tat part rite) and the wanne u Chaka Creeps.. rofl.. Ff so bad de screen ppl de screen.. Ee yer SCREENER~ lol.. After that went to eat, finally was kinda hungry liao, he bluff wo got eat but in the end didn't... >.<~ Then we went to walk ard, others went to hq instead.. Finally manage to get his picture, after beggin for soooo long.. rofl... 10 ler, bid our goodbyes and he send me home again.. Sorri wen i hit euu so hard juz now~ Remb before euu leave ur so naughty wor, revenge de wo nxt time.. Anyway todae was a busy dae, till now then blog.. Sorri keep euu waiting ler wo.. Anyway Love Ya Lots.. Muackie..

Wo De Shi Jie Zhi You Ni~

With ♥ From Suzanna [4:04 AM]

Feeling petty low right now, didn't know why either~ hai.. someone told me not to tink too much when its beyond ur control but certain things cant seems to control, things will juz kept spam in ur mind~ All along i thought that, no matter wad others said abt me i won't care much but i was wrong, been with him ler didn't want him to have a bad reputation gf ba~ I guess alot of people might doubt moi love for him ba but time will proves it all de.. Almost everydae im pissed or anger by euu, didnt know why u want to make me feels this way either, thankful enuff i still have a loving bf whu cheers me up daily.. tough job har wen? lolz.. One of moi classmate call me juz now, he was someone i less expected it ba~ lolz.. He told me alot of stuff about Jason again, to me i guess its juz another one whu dun understands wads going on ba~ Anyway thanks for itz.. Jason juz called me again, simpily didnt understands what was he trying to tell me and expect me to know wad's his tinking abt.. Wen juz showed me a gay blog, reali is OMG!! wads worst was they actually KISS in PUBLIC.. dots dots though they are gays but yet so loving, i guess its hard to find in normal couples ba! lol.. though its still very er xin la.. lol

Todae went out with the ff, i was late again.. =x (s0RrY) Went to P.S, at first we couldn't find the shop have to walk ard a few times before finding it.. Finally found de shop ler, first ting i notice was Ownie de ring.. lolz.. Already planned to get wen something but in the end nthing caught moi attention, he felts so too... Went some place ( u know de wor i dun wanne mention) Those reading dun anyhow tink wor.. After that went e-games slack lor, didnt play~ ^^ Then someone xl cloud they all, didnt reali know wad's going on but in the end crea come down settle~ After that went to eat mac again at moi hse tere, sooner or later both of us will become FAT.. lolz.. Shall end here ba some FREE FRAG is hurryin me to end ler... FF i love euu~ Xin Ku Ni ler every time have to send me home.. Xie Xie ni wor.. Muackie

With ♥ From Suzanna [12:53 AM]

Im backe again to blog after so long, so much of things happened ba makes me dun feels Like Bloggng~ Till now still no 1 understands moi feelings, guess onli that few ba, that i told alot.. Dun thot that u understand when u dun ba~ The feelng for euu have been numb ler ba, too numb liao that it had become so hard to untie anymore.. ( xin Tong Become Xin Shu) Maybe we both isnt suitable for each other ba.. There's this sayng " God Let Us Meet Alot Of Wrong One's Before Meetng The Rite Wanne's" Maybe tis juz a lesson earn for the both of us ba~ Thou i have chose to move on with someone new, someone hardly know thru irc ba~ Maybe he's a baddie ( dun scold me ar if euu c this FF ) rofl.. mean take time to slowly know wad kinda person he is ba~ For now real had alot of happy tmes with this Free Frag, finally have felt a gongzu in someone heart, never had been so spoilt by him, future is hard to predict ba whu knows if we both mght still be together anot but i believe we will ba Free Frag.. Finally ur slowly opening up to me ler~ Kinda Lazy To Blog, tink Tml then contnue ba~ Go call that free frag ler~ Wen hope that all ths happenng will last as long as ur stll alive~ hehe.. Thou Now we both mght not get blessng from alot, nvm time will tells.. Love Ya Wen~ idoit

With ♥ From Suzanna [1:48 AM]